best days i will remember.
11nov! fuck yeah.
Criminal Minds : "No clever words or effective quotes could describe the day, you feel you done something right but afterall they're still wrong.".
Is it me or is it that time seem to be sprinting away ?
I wish for time to slow down however on another hand, i wish time would pass faster.
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2pm, 1st November 09. i had a great sleep and received 2 calls from zj. It's nice to hear your love one voice especially right after you open your eyes, you looked at the caller ID and welcome the call with a heartwarming hello. i love it , love him. xoxo
10 more fucking days and i could do anything. I can't wait! more free time, more sleeping hours , more playtime, more stayovers. These 10 days is not going to be easy , i swear i need more encouragement. I just know i am very motivated now. Very. MOTTO : You do well, you play well (: you ace it, you flaunt it. *twist fingers *
Anyhuhaho, heading back to pencil and erasers. I think i'm really gonna head to kovan mac later. The yearn for the pancakes is far too much for me to handle. And if the rain comes tonight, again, tom yam soup with yongtaufoo items would be the ideal dinner choice for zann. yongtaufoowithketchup, what do you think ? haha
Ciao peeps,
love, peace.
xoxo
worn out. i will be happier after 11nov
i love my boyfriend i love yesterday i love today until i spoilt the last few hours. i have to change.
ANYWAY, ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEA WHERE IS P.S CAFE IS IN SINGAPORE ?
KINDLY HELP ME ASK AROUND PEOPLE. THANKS.
3:47AM...SIGH. GOT TO MEMORISE FOR TOMORROW TERRIBLE TEST.
Now, I Just got home at 8. Finished my bathe, i can still remember myself massaging my scalp a while ago. I was so tired. The lack of sleep, aches pressing on my brain, the drowsiness i couldn't control . I.AM.TIRED. VERY.
I'm going to sleep now and wake up at 12 or 1 am later to continue my sketches which are due tomorrow morning. i just hope i can wake up with 4 irritating alarms. On a lighter note, i bumped into a old good buddy in one of singapore crowded shopping venue. Hi ebrahim ! We were just chatting online the night before. Coffee soon and remember to tell me your timetable .
Tmr, holga film. I can't wait to snuggle and meet my boy . That man is hooked on Kumar now. Very cute.
Till then peeps!
I send my love to you, you you.
4:07am
Just hanged up from a beautiful and assuring call from jing. He understands what i mean. Deep inside of my mind, i am really very glad. Those long missing hours due to work and momentary calls is crucial and finally able to hear his calls more than twice is a day is awesome.
I need to hear him before i hit the bed, even if i am not, i need him to tell me that he is going to bed. When it's my turn to bed, the saltwater flows because the yearning to see him grew stronger, however, feel very paralyzed, not able to do anything. I laid in bed and yes, tear more.
Very insensible and gaga. that's <3
Love is a strong word, you must understand it very well and then apply it. People make mistakes when they are learning and understanding it but be sure to turn back and manipulate the situation if it fails. You think you know what is love, but it is not only heartwarming, it is scary. Scary enough to hit you back and allow you to fall in pieces that you wish you never want to endure again.
Realize, acknowledge and apply.
its already 2:29 in the morning. At 8 in the night, The family just finished our sizzlers dinner at suntec in conjunction of tezel 21st. Nowadays, i feel that food sucks.I know, very weird especially coming from my mouth, because i love food. A can of coke diet and kit kat could settle my hunger 9am to 4pm , likewise my favourite coffee too. I think it's the mood. When one is sad,they tend to lose their appetite and do not want to do anything but to day-dream away. I think it's because of jing, perhaps it was his absence for the whole week that i couldn't adapt. I want to meet him but i have assignments to do. I want to hear him talk but worrying he could be tired. I don't know.
I still got a few more hours to finish my work and hit the bed soon.
Cause when you sleep, you will forget everything.
But still, the dreams you dreamt would still exist the person/objects/structures/words/shadows you were thinking while you were awake.
